Chaotic Energy to actually cleaning my room?!
I went through a lot today energy-wise. This morning, I started to feel restless. In my mind I knew that if my room was clearer (things put away) I wouldn't feel as on edge, but I also knew that it was the last thing I wanted to do and, well, there were a few other things I wanted to take care of first. Like eating breakfast. So, I ate. Then I tried to be creative again, but the wheels were still blocked. So then I changed up my scenery. I went and played the piano for a bit. But even that was a struggle. Trying to follow the notes on the page and be patient enough to work my way through a piece, it was too much, but I did like hearing the piano make sound, so I essentially just smashed the keys. Whatever I felt like. All the chaotic dissonant sounds that would resolve... however, the dissonant sounds almost sounded more soothing to my brain, so I would return. Sliding my finger up and down the keyboard, I did glissandos and then I would do eight part harmonies with wherever my hands hit. My favorite sound was ascending and descending thirds in the right hand all on the white keys and in the left hand an octave lower just one note lower than the note my right thumb was playing. The dissonance was so satisfying. After that, the energies were still bouncing around inside me, and I quickly decided to take a walk. It helped that the temperature was still fairly low, so I hopped out and grabbed my keys and my bike (because I didn't want to be too far out and then not have the energy to get back) and I took my bike for a walk :D